post #235.

dedicated to you.

i didnt expect it at all. i didnt know that its too late. forgive me for that.

you left. without saying anything. without giving hints. without anything at all. i was quite young when i first saw you. pardon me for only rmbing some little occations when we talked.

thr was this time i was alone in a corner staring into the empty space and praying hard that it will be soon enough to leave the place. you approached me for a talk. i know that i dont really open up well enough during conversations but you carried on. you asked me the usual stuff, which was hows school and blah. i think i gave brief replies and stopped talking, but you still carried on. you told me how was it like to be this and that. and some pointers for stuff. thank you for that small little incident. you helped a kid who was on the verge of sulking and begging my parents to bring me home.

and thr was another time when i was along in a corner as usual, drinking a cup of i forgot what's that but certainly praying hard that i will be going home damn soon. no one thr is giving me a damn and my brothers were happily throwing me alone thr and off to enjoy themselves. you talked to me again. told me about how gatherings may be quite boring. when i gave you my standard short and sweet replies, bringing moments of awkwardness. normally people will just stop at that point and do other stuff. but you were different. you continued to talk to me and that was nice of you. i enjoyed the conversations, really.

and to the more recent event. it was at your place. i was alone as usual. you brought me to billy and was amazed that i wasnt scared of him because hes too hyper and loves humans. you started talking to me about those cute little things that billy did and what billy likes. and this time i started talking more. we talked a lot more things than what we talked during the previous meetings. thank you for that. i enjoyed that evening.

thanks for everything you did for me. i really appreciate that.

once again, farewell.
rest in peace.