post #239.

lifes depressing recently, you know.

a depression may occur
# when you feel like slashing your own wrists and seeing yourself bleed
# when life is meaningless all of a sudden
# when you lost your goals
# when everything is not right
# when you are feeling so stressed up
# when you cant catch your breath
# when you have to force a smile on your face and act like nothings happened
# when you dont feel well
# when you feel like screaming your lungs out, but cant
# when you want to cry, but cant
# when you have troubles, too much troubles
# when everything seems to piss you off
# when you just feel like smashing and destroying everything

there are so many whens. which one really occurs? congratulations.

theory paper this saturday! im scared. so im like doing my theory practice paper now. i really want to pass this paper. like seriously, i want to pass it.

do you know, when you are feeling really really down, listening to your favourite singer really really helps? even though its just for that few minutes.

back to theory (Y)

my first point is just so awesome. cheers.