wake up call.

post #244.

WOMAN, GO STUDY!

this is to make me feel motivated to study. since this page is my IE's homepage, i will get to see the above message everytime i try to go some website and slack my time off when im supposed to be studying. alvls is no joke darling, study! (i seriously hope this works)

regretting, and reflecting.

for the whole past june holidays, i *gasps* was totally rotting away, and then started my panic attack when i realised thrs only one more week to myes. what the hell have i been doing? havent i promised myself that i will study and mug hard during the june holidays? i really really really ought to bang into the wall to become some roti prata and punch myself hard in the nose. lazy bitch, you. urgh, i hate myself.

have been reading this series: Lemony Snicket's A Series Of Unfortunate Events. i swear i had the entire set for like almost 6 years, but ive never read the whole complete set before. my maximum was at book 8, The Hostile Hospital, which i abandoned halfway. now im reading the whole series again and im quite determined to finish reading the whole set, or else it will be just a waste of money for getting the whole set to collect dust on my table. im at book 7 now, by the way, The Vile Village. i still vaugely remember how i used to love the series. i was like going gaga over the series when i was younger, 12 years old, maybe? then when i was like reading reading, the books got thicker and thicker (to me it was thick at that age) and then i lost my interest. haha. but hey, i've survived the Harry Potter series TWICE, and the words are so much tinier than this set, so why cant i just finish this series too huh? seriously, the series is intended for children, and since im not a kid anymore, i clear the books like FAST. really fast. i can like finish almost one quarter of the book on my journey back home from jurong point. THAT IS FAST. okay, fast for me, considering i dont really read a lot, but still, i read. after this series, i will be digging for new books to read. i guess its time to visit kinokuniya yay. get new books! i want my occupation to become: BOOKWORM.

back to mye. today's math paper was a small disaster. i should pass i guess? considering i've nvr touched DE so i left question 3ahence of section A blank when it comes to the integrating. and the second part, i hope im correct. but statistics! why cant i get you! urgh. PNC WHY IS IT THAT YOU ARE SO TOUGH AND ANNOYING? i really hope i can pass the paper and get at least a C or a B MINIMUM. im not daring to hope for an A. that is quite impossible, and given my brains, its even more more more more MORE impossible. chemistry on wednesday! great i need to clear off my organic and physical chem theories by tonight. then maybe i'll watch the match between BRAZIL and CHILE. come on! its world cup! once in every 4 years. might not even see the next one because the world may end on 2012. im supporting brazil! they're the love :D but anyway, i still have a physics paper on friday! i really hope the tuition works because i sort of understand the topics more after joining the tuition? really really hope that my physics grades will improve. i got a U. so i hope this time at least an E or a D. thats a pass, from U grade. improvement alr okay! if i get higher thats even better hahaha. and after the papers i will go back home to recover my lost hours of sleep. you should look at how large my eye bags are and how black my dark circles are horrible. and my eyes were still swollen this morning and i looked like i was punched or smth. sleeping (Y)

i bought a new shirt from SPCA! :D it said " STOP ANIMAL ABUSE" on the front. pretty shirt hahaha. i like it. have been asking for it since like at least a month ago and finally thrs stock hooray. now i have 2 SPCA shirts! :D yay i like i like hahaha. but each costs $16 for god's sake. but the money goes to the SPCA funding so i dont mind hahaha. i like bosco! the dog thr. sooooo cute haha. i played peek-a-boo with that handsome boy and before i covered his eyes he alr close them himself haha. sooooo cute! haha i was like AWWWWWWW. then i hug hug hug kiss kiss kiss lol. im a sucker for animals, really. this leads me to recall one incident. the other time i was at my cousin's place and i was carrying wangwang around. then wangwang fell asleep on my legs. then my cousin dropped something heavy on the floor, producing a loud thud. since i was beside her, and you know the nearer we are to the source of sound, the amplitude and intensity are higher, so, wangwang was like shocked and woke up. i ended up scolding my cousin for waking wangwang up hahaha, when my cousin was like totaly innocent. i should be saying "aiyo, be more careful" haha. but instead she received a scolding from me saying "see lah, scare wangwang. CLUMSY" lol im an idiot. and i should i stop my volunteering duties at the SPCA since alvls are coming? besides SPCA is at BARTLEY. bloody far. one hour mrt journey thr. and i have to wake up in the morning and to reach by like 8am. horrible. but i like it thr. so every fornight saturdays i will be like "crap i dont feel like going seriously" and by the time i reach the place i will be like "HELLO DARLINGS IM GLAD I CAME :D" hahaha, i like animals :D

and seriously i dont get how things work nowadays. horrible horrible horrible bunch of people. eat your own masks. bullshit. and yes i know its very polite of you guys! thank you! *rolling eyes furiously*

so much for digressing. back to books. and soccer at 2.30am :D ciao!